Fresh 20 :D

Not more than 2 days, some of us is going fresh 20...

well time flies when we enjoy..

Two more days until 2010,

but seriously I was so moody for these days..

I don't know why..

for some reason something is shirking something..

things avoiding between...

I felt like that's not a coincidence but it's exactly purposly...

ops.......

Fuck I left nothing but shit

Well seriously I really don't know what happen to me..

I felt damn fucking bad now without any reason...

embarrassing, I was so exhausted, but why..

How fast I go......

how fast I drove..

I swear not to drive fast but I..

first time I felt like wanna crash in car and join heaven or maybe down to deep deep hell......

but at least I know I don't want to..

My heart was so cold.

damn damn cold.......

Tired blessing for teenage

Well last night I was 'caught' by Marco and Rovn from Sepang to Klang...

and I didn't bring along my house key so I have no idea just to stay at M's house for a night...

can't sleep, super excited? or what...

Nobody knows...

well I did wish her happy birthday;

I wished her by using Marco's account few days ago instead of using mine......

finally before I publish,

there's something happened during Christmas.......

He knows..

they know..

I know...........

shh..

Christmas

What we did on Christmas night?

Playing chinese yoyo on feild at night;

and rape Marco in car...

This is what we called....

LIFE

seems not be an eve night

I never celebrate Christmas.....

well today I used M's account to MSN for an early birthday wishing...

I fetch them to MyStudy and met Kent (I called him as little bro 'cause we met at same tuition centre and has the same surname, haha)

We watched a new movie;

and..

Rovn had registered for Taylor's interior design on January intake..

congrats dude... although I wish that you'll be in the same school with me,

but that's your future brother.

Never bother.......

it's just and ordinary day :(

Trip

Klang - Kapar - Kuala Selangor - Sekinchan - Kapar - Sekinchan - Klang

How many kilometer we took today?

$1 for toilet (RM0.30 per entry)

$1.5 for drinks
$2 for cough candies
$5 for something else..

$10 petrol

I spent only around $20 today... hahah

Happy 23rd Celebration.

'wake up!'

'yes?'

'Breakfast eh Paul?'

'still in bed.'

'walau.. you call this a great cousin?'

'exactly'

'today christmas leh'

(jumped up from bed)

'huh you sure?'

then I went into bathroom and scrub quickly, wash my damn face and attire like really is Christmas..

well apparently I'm still in sleeping mode so I'm not sure what am I doing... Usually I don't celebreate Christmas...

but..

because of this year I planned to go for a trip with friends on Christmas..

so..

when I went downstair.. Oh shit.. it's only 23rd December.

haha.. this is what a person who are not concern about what date it is...

Happy 23rd December!! Good morning..

and..

I'm going to bed agian........ :)

Anniversary show.. I wish I can go

Venue: Metro - Chicago, IL

Date: 6th February 2010

Time: 6:30pm

Ticket: $24 (MYR81.6)

I'm able to get the ticket but I can't manage to go there....... grrrr!!

Silly photos for early birds.

Well morning, I accidentally found some ridiculous photos when I was a little kid,
I never expect my face to be handsome (haha) but some pictures were so funny...



here goes...


This picture shows that I would be a Deejay in future


Mom & I in 1991


Dad & I in 1991


so here comes the last picture...
There's a huge different between old model 19 year old and new generation 19.


Zachary Farro, 19, PARAMORE drummer.


My dad, running on the beach when he was 19 in 1977


:D

Called an ACT or a coincidence?

Well sometimes I really felt many things we're the same,

take two things as examples;
first which is color.
The color you like is actually my favorite..

and the last thing, the program you wish to take or planned.
which is one of my subject that I want two years ago...


something, else........ I don't know.

Bye Malaysia?

KLIA to Melbourne

Time to set and pretend

Well finally final exam ended!!

Next I have to pretend that I'm damn busy...

but seriously I want a job and get at least 2k for this holiday...

for......



Ibanez GIO.
That's enough........

Santa, I want this for this year Christmas present!

Big foot and small slippers

Well apparently two more paper until my final really ends..

but I really want many things but I have no $......
so I went different places for JOB...

seems that nobody wants to hire a student who only break for 1 month.
well actually not more than 1 month...... haha!


Oh ya, I saw something really funny today..
And I captured it ......



I think he wore a shoe which is not belong to him :D

New day in a week

Don't tell me you can't see a difference.

New plan for vacation

Click to enlarge :D

Well apparently I'm still having my final exam this week,
and it ends with happiness in next week maybe...

but today I planned to go for a trip in Cameron Highlands.
As come to the route, I do some research on GOOGLE...

hey, I can plan to walk there! Muahah...
click to enlarge the picture above.

Training ... Set ... Final

Training (study)..... for 13 weeks

get Set ..... for 1 week

FINAL! (exam) ..... for 2 weeks

Good luck heroes.

Fight of presentation

Well as last week and today, we finally finished all presentation that we need to present...
seems to be a very happy thing to everyone...

But..
final exam is coming!! Damn it..

We took lots of pictures in class today...
But I only got this right now...

it was in the toilet :D



damn why's my safeguard still wearing his sunglass in toilet?

New Enroll info.

only two subjects for next semester!
But short sem won't be easy as I thought..

And me and my friends decided to add Malaysian Studies (if possible),
instead of waiting few more sem........

in fact..
we have to take that subject also 'cause it's compulsory :D

Going, going, gone?

Today our lecturer show us a funny video in class,
everyone laugh out loud as I do..

when it ended, the lecturer talked to a guy behind,
but everyone is making noise..

well apparently the lecturer asked us to turn our voice down but only few of us really did shut up....


I don't know, I saw on our lecturer's face she's going to get mad and I stop talking...
but Mr.A still imitating the video, unfortunately our lecturer gets mad...

'SHUT UP when I'm talking'... so loud and her face was so fierce...


The thing is.........
I'm not the guy who say that word 'I'll kill you' when she's talking,
but why she's staring at me? It wasn't me!!!!

DAMN I was so innocent and scolded by her without any reason...........


That bad few and shout from her annoyed me until now...
I was so sad 'cause I never talk but I'm the one who get scolded ............


Should I call it a
misery or a miracle????

Fight for CGPA

First of all I read most of S3 student's blog,
and I'm glad everyone is graduated now...

Congrats...

Secondly, I calculated my CGPA for last semester and I got 2.22 ONLY!
darn how my relative fight for 3.5??!!!

LOL..

I got one A last sem...

this sem...... I want 4 out of 6!!!!

Muahahah

Practice

Depends.

just like:
Human don't need practice on SEX
but everyone knows about SEX.

So why do we need SEX lesson?

What a day.......

I came back at 12am this Sunday morning and I couldn't sleep..
Until the sunrise, I woke up with sneeze and caught.

Apparently I was sick again,
but who cares? Nobody does even though I am..

Well at 11am dude gather at AEON for KTV, to celebrate Rovn's 18th birthday...
After that I went HH for their basketball match...

The story begins...
I saw her there, and I pretended that I never see her...
I pretended that I don't support her game,

I left with a reason 'it's raining' and come to my blog.......


But actually I do wanna talk to her...
Well never mind..


maybe someday I'll see

miracle......
hope so

New costume for students

LOL.. We should attired ourselves like this to go to college

The F poem

For some reason I'm searching for WHY.
Friends are going to graduate sooner but I couldn't attend the ceremony... sorry :(

Fake calls came to me,
Fraud cheats...


Few things were bothering me and;
Fuckers are everywhere.........


=== Official by Paul. ===
---- The F poem ----

Final project preparation

Final project presentation preparation.........

I felt like I'm a nerd when I wore soooooo formal.

Can someone make me go LOL?

To most people, they think life is good (at least my friends were),
but why couldn't I have a positive thoughts, thinking of bad always and I was vulnerable......

people can attack me with a little thing,
I'm weak sometimes when I think I really am.
easily...


Apparently this semester doesn't seem so good for everyone in our group,
I felt like I'm SO LAZY and not doing anything, seriously I rushed my assignment maybe a week before due date, people can done before a month but WHY COULDN'T I?

well usually I'm a person who likes to finish up my things quick as possible but not this time..
mid term break was like so long ago but it actually happened two weeks ago.

and two more weeks everybody is going into 'STUDY MODE', for some people I guess..


anyway, life keeps goin' on. I shouldn't bother so much,
everyday is the same........

I never smile so much like pass two years.....
in fact,


I'm not happy, never...............
can some one make me go LOL?


oh yes, last thing before I publish,
a fucker driver thinks that the road was hers, she just ran through and stop by the yellow box (which car shouldn't be stopped at),

and she blocked many cars behind of me and I was late.......
I suppose to reach home at 7pm, but my car stopped at 7.05pm... :D


she's definitely a BABI!

ME to JET, should I?

I felt like wanna change a phone..
should I get a JET?

well, lots of things I wanna change this month :D

What is the purpose of studying?

To me, I need certificate to make sure nobody will laugh at my son and said:

'God damn your papa is not well educated!'

Secondly, a cert might increase my salary double.
Third, I'm still young, I don't wanna work so fast! although there's many things I want so.

well apparently,
there's gonna be TWO test tomorrow, lots of assignments I need to do,
and final exam is coming soon.......


I felt like I'm totally ruin..
or maybe I'm not..

I never expect to score an A like last sem..
maybe a B or C for my programming?

for EBC and Project Management, I wish I can score an A..

well, time to do my revision.
Ciao.

Transformed

I finally.....

cut my hair.

I think it's a big difference with previous style but they don't think so :(

Shame VS Proud

I felt SHAME when outgoing with dudes.
'cause I'm always underweight.

I felt so PROUD of my self,
when I watched 'The Biggest Loser' on HALLMARK channel.

PAULcumulated Fund

I started my own PAULcumulate FUND.
I wanna start saving, for the charity, to buy myself air ticket...

I need vacation!!!

Weird premonition for the day

Early in the morning, my dad got a minor accident but not very serious, just a little injured for the motorist, and he claims ourselves 'cause of that stupid guy's motor only have third party insurance.

The accident made the car can't go for service today and many stupid things that need us to solve.

Dad was knocked by a stupid car the other day and he claimed rapidly,

but now the front bumper fallen after the butt was reinstalled, not more than 2 months!

well..

something happened today at home, and I didn't go out at noon so I felt damn bored for staying at home for a day! At least I went out just now..

assignment, stresses, studies, money, cash, GIRL.
whatever...

I wont hesitate no more no more.
garbage.. A thread that unnecessary!

Noob

I bought a new set of guitar string and 3 new picks at 1pm.
Cost me RM31.50

And I lost the white pick.
Right now .......

:(

Dumb Face

Click to enlarge

I saw my dumb face when I search my full name on google.
It was a project we've done two years ago.......

It's death.

Apparently, half semester is going to end,
and I always felt bad at least once or two when I come to hard on studies.

3 assignment at one time! SHIT!
Moreover, I don't really understand what I've learn in class.......

that's even worse.

It's death.
My confidences were death.......
totally :-(

Again and again, have I enrolled the wrong programme?
It's late to transfer and I don't think I'm gonna waste my time for a bunch of new stuffs.

Sometimes I feel that I am totally redundant.
Well, does anybody think so too?

My blog has no comment, no feedback......
nothing but shit, just like my life,

walking into disasters, sink into poverty, deep and never up going again.
I admit that.......

Pick me...... vote ->

Toshiba G810 Portege


Samsung Jet S8000


HTC touch Pro


Asus PDA


Nokia N97


Nokia 3310, SUPER ANTIQUE

Reasons of WHY

I dreamed her and I even dream that I went Australia last night,
to buy a stupid beanie and come back to Malaysia again..

But in reality, I don't really wanna go,
well sometimes I want so... :D

in fact, dad wants me to study overseas.


WHY I wanna stay in Malaysia.
- She's here.
- Friends are here.
- I'm afraid of plane.

WHY I wanna go overseas.
- Higher education standard.
- Sexier lecturer.
- Mc.Donald don't sell pork here.
- Things are fucking expensive here.
- I have to spend $100k for a car here but it cost $25k in USA.


Happy dream but sad feeling.

Student's feedback.

Google WHY

click to enlarge

GOOGLE WHY

Please say I'm NOT!

Grieved Antidote

who will buy me this?? :D

to heal
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I'm totally ruin.................
something was really embarrassing me,

some strange things happening these days..

and...


4th week of this sem and I don't even know what I've learned.
Should I just say quit?

or should I just say keep it up?
Certainly yes! But what for?


well, life sure does sucks since many things happening this time...........

although I smile at you guys,
but people will never know,

there's still an in-depth on me.

C'mon, cheer!
Chill dude.
Dude, take it easy!
Dude, think positive..


These words and phrases wont affect me or even make me feel comfort anymore..
fuck off words!!

Mr.Mah, Mr. Ko

HELLO!!!!!!!!

Oh MY GOD!

L.B Associate

For some reason, I think I should make a pages on Facebook.
So guys, feel free to become a fan........

Click Here

Relaxing Fall (Autumn)

Leaves are falling.......

How relaxing...............


and ...


was kicked by a smelly leg.

Giant IPHONE

I saw this at Pyramid.
It's even bigger than my N73! haha........

August Is Over - We The Kings

Say a prayer, the summer nights are dead
The fall is coming
We were careless hearts
Who got caught up in this

You were shy to the night you drove me wild
And you crashed into me and I won't lie
I wish it lasted a lifetime

Please stay
Won't you stay tonight?

Breathe it deep and say goodbye
The saddest song I ever write
For anyone, anytime

Breathe it deep before I say
I can feel us slip away
You're almost gone, you're good as gone


AUGUST IS OVER!

Battle of wrist belt

Original Belt


New!!


Which belt looks better? LOL
Cost me RM15 only for the new metal wrist belt.

Whoa, I'm back to primary school?

Since when I back to my standard one?

I thought only children can score 100% in exam or test....

I can't believe I actually got a 100% in test!!

Shit why it was on test not in my final exam?!!!

That's really shit.. Anyway, I'm really happy...... :D

Equalizer

Nice from itune.
I'm just bored :D

SexyPHONY

A call waiting with G's melody and groan from a sexy girl.
Guess who called me and moan to me??


Sexyphoney? LOL!

I'm Engaged

How the hell that happen?

she treated my so nice,
she bought me medicine when I'm sick,
she talk to me and accompany me when I was sad!

She's the one who always beside of me to give me support,
she's the one who will not call me to do crime,
she always let me to do things that I like.

She'll cry when she needs me,
she'll give me support when I'm down.
She's the one, who made me engaged.
The perfect girlfriend for me.


Unfortunately,

She was the one, that I dreamed last night!
Hell I got a girlfriend in my dream, not in reality..........

I should see how she looks like........ haha

What a shame result report.

And I knew that this sem is not going to be easy!
Especially database, which I got D in pass.

Fight for at least 3A, could it be possible?

Nephew's car

also, check my another post down

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