The F poem

For some reason I'm searching for WHY.
Friends are going to graduate sooner but I couldn't attend the ceremony... sorry :(

Fake calls came to me,
Fraud cheats...


Few things were bothering me and;
Fuckers are everywhere.........


=== Official by Paul. ===
---- The F poem ----

Final project preparation

Final project presentation preparation.........

I felt like I'm a nerd when I wore soooooo formal.

Can someone make me go LOL?

To most people, they think life is good (at least my friends were),
but why couldn't I have a positive thoughts, thinking of bad always and I was vulnerable......

people can attack me with a little thing,
I'm weak sometimes when I think I really am.
easily...


Apparently this semester doesn't seem so good for everyone in our group,
I felt like I'm SO LAZY and not doing anything, seriously I rushed my assignment maybe a week before due date, people can done before a month but WHY COULDN'T I?

well usually I'm a person who likes to finish up my things quick as possible but not this time..
mid term break was like so long ago but it actually happened two weeks ago.

and two more weeks everybody is going into 'STUDY MODE', for some people I guess..


anyway, life keeps goin' on. I shouldn't bother so much,
everyday is the same........

I never smile so much like pass two years.....
in fact,


I'm not happy, never...............
can some one make me go LOL?


oh yes, last thing before I publish,
a fucker driver thinks that the road was hers, she just ran through and stop by the yellow box (which car shouldn't be stopped at),

and she blocked many cars behind of me and I was late.......
I suppose to reach home at 7pm, but my car stopped at 7.05pm... :D


she's definitely a BABI!

ME to JET, should I?

I felt like wanna change a phone..
should I get a JET?

well, lots of things I wanna change this month :D

What is the purpose of studying?

To me, I need certificate to make sure nobody will laugh at my son and said:

'God damn your papa is not well educated!'

Secondly, a cert might increase my salary double.
Third, I'm still young, I don't wanna work so fast! although there's many things I want so.

well apparently,
there's gonna be TWO test tomorrow, lots of assignments I need to do,
and final exam is coming soon.......


I felt like I'm totally ruin..
or maybe I'm not..

I never expect to score an A like last sem..
maybe a B or C for my programming?

for EBC and Project Management, I wish I can score an A..

well, time to do my revision.
Ciao.

Transformed

I finally.....

cut my hair.

I think it's a big difference with previous style but they don't think so :(

Shame VS Proud

I felt SHAME when outgoing with dudes.
'cause I'm always underweight.

I felt so PROUD of my self,
when I watched 'The Biggest Loser' on HALLMARK channel.

PAULcumulated Fund

I started my own PAULcumulate FUND.
I wanna start saving, for the charity, to buy myself air ticket...

I need vacation!!!

Weird premonition for the day

Early in the morning, my dad got a minor accident but not very serious, just a little injured for the motorist, and he claims ourselves 'cause of that stupid guy's motor only have third party insurance.

The accident made the car can't go for service today and many stupid things that need us to solve.

Dad was knocked by a stupid car the other day and he claimed rapidly,

but now the front bumper fallen after the butt was reinstalled, not more than 2 months!

well..

something happened today at home, and I didn't go out at noon so I felt damn bored for staying at home for a day! At least I went out just now..

assignment, stresses, studies, money, cash, GIRL.
whatever...

I wont hesitate no more no more.
garbage.. A thread that unnecessary!

Noob

I bought a new set of guitar string and 3 new picks at 1pm.
Cost me RM31.50

And I lost the white pick.
Right now .......

:(

Dumb Face

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I saw my dumb face when I search my full name on google.
It was a project we've done two years ago.......