WTF

Well. I'm back. Once again.

My industrial training ended last night, perhaps I should go for a trip before my next semester starts.

It's been 16 weeks (4 months) I've been working and lots of things happened in between but it finally came to an end. I admitted that I gain a lot of extra knowledge whereby I never even have chance to give a try in past. 

But..

Most of my friends always had luck but I don't. They don't get much work but they end up the same result as I do. They are lucky enough that we can see happiness on their face not a clown that has its sadness and frustration, yet still being forced to smile with others all along the day.

The work I performed at least help the engineers to reduce their workload and I'm able to deliver what the manager wants before due date. But why the hell bad lucks are always my shadow?

I really want to express my feeling somehow I don't have the guts to voice out and it kept on my mind and caused mental stress sometimes.

My words are sucks.

p/s: where's the mail?

where's my reply?

!@#$%^&*

Didn't know that I would update my blog at this moment.

I was busy out there for my internship around 3 and the half months. I guess.

Things happened in between but it had been solved rapidly without any conflicts, should I call it a draw? Or surrendered. By default I should be finishing my internship a week ago and start my vacation trip to somewhere in Malaysia but unfortunately nobody knows what makes us have to work until the 3rd week of JULY.

It's alright just another two weeks to go but..

I was suffered from mental stress which caused by the workload, people thus the environment.

There goes..

I ain't superhero or spiderman that can multitask or teleport and hell yes, I need time to rest okay? I understand the bosses usually don't do work and pass those trivial jobs to their staff but the things that I am doing are not what I suppose to do. As mentioned in the contract I am suppose to work with the engineers not generating the report and update the list in the database that are suck and incomplete.

As per David, I admitted that I am a person who don't talk much on job and hardly say NO to people that's why I always get bullied. Whatever, I'm wondering how they survive when we left the company in another two weeks time.

They should really hire a permanent staff or experts to takeover our job instead of assigning the jobs to the interns. Every people has their own way and style of doing things and generating varieties of reports. But who the hell can understand what the previous staff have written within a short period?

For the first month over there I was fine with my job but things getting worst and I've come across difficulties and situation whereby I cannot cope with or submit my report by time due to have I have other pending jobs over there. Technical jobs, or we call it Engineering jobs weren't that interesting at all! For now.

Two weeks, 10 working days, 14 days, 1 reporting day, 360 hours left. I was amazed!!



I swear.. I will remember my vows and make it happen in 5 to 10 years time. Let's see.

Over these weeks and months, I have to admit that I did learn a lot and this is one of the very good opportunity that can feel and work in a real working environment. Free lunch sometimes, colleagues were friendly, friends and my cubicle. HAHA! Feng Shui place ah!!

In fact, I will be back to college for my year 2 in AUG, I'm looking forward to it.. It's considered too late to go year 2 at my age but, never say late to study, at least this time I intended to fight for more A!

Come on AUGUST!! I'm ready for war!

Well, I actually have more fretful stuffs to write but I'm really speechless and that tired, and that's too bad for my typing speed and pronunciation that were totally regressed after few months of working and not gaining any new knowledge or reading a single page from the book.

WHAT NOW?! .............. !@#$%^&*

KILL THEM ALL!!


p/s: Why 6000k HID?? :( I should fix 8000k for it.. HAHA! :P