WTF

Well. I'm back. Once again.

My industrial training ended last night, perhaps I should go for a trip before my next semester starts.

It's been 16 weeks (4 months) I've been working and lots of things happened in between but it finally came to an end. I admitted that I gain a lot of extra knowledge whereby I never even have chance to give a try in past. 

But..

Most of my friends always had luck but I don't. They don't get much work but they end up the same result as I do. They are lucky enough that we can see happiness on their face not a clown that has its sadness and frustration, yet still being forced to smile with others all along the day.

The work I performed at least help the engineers to reduce their workload and I'm able to deliver what the manager wants before due date. But why the hell bad lucks are always my shadow?

I really want to express my feeling somehow I don't have the guts to voice out and it kept on my mind and caused mental stress sometimes.

My words are sucks.

p/s: where's the mail?

where's my reply?

!@#$%^&*

Didn't know that I would update my blog at this moment.

I was busy out there for my internship around 3 and the half months. I guess.

Things happened in between but it had been solved rapidly without any conflicts, should I call it a draw? Or surrendered. By default I should be finishing my internship a week ago and start my vacation trip to somewhere in Malaysia but unfortunately nobody knows what makes us have to work until the 3rd week of JULY.

It's alright just another two weeks to go but..

I was suffered from mental stress which caused by the workload, people thus the environment.

There goes..

I ain't superhero or spiderman that can multitask or teleport and hell yes, I need time to rest okay? I understand the bosses usually don't do work and pass those trivial jobs to their staff but the things that I am doing are not what I suppose to do. As mentioned in the contract I am suppose to work with the engineers not generating the report and update the list in the database that are suck and incomplete.

As per David, I admitted that I am a person who don't talk much on job and hardly say NO to people that's why I always get bullied. Whatever, I'm wondering how they survive when we left the company in another two weeks time.

They should really hire a permanent staff or experts to takeover our job instead of assigning the jobs to the interns. Every people has their own way and style of doing things and generating varieties of reports. But who the hell can understand what the previous staff have written within a short period?

For the first month over there I was fine with my job but things getting worst and I've come across difficulties and situation whereby I cannot cope with or submit my report by time due to have I have other pending jobs over there. Technical jobs, or we call it Engineering jobs weren't that interesting at all! For now.

Two weeks, 10 working days, 14 days, 1 reporting day, 360 hours left. I was amazed!!



I swear.. I will remember my vows and make it happen in 5 to 10 years time. Let's see.

Over these weeks and months, I have to admit that I did learn a lot and this is one of the very good opportunity that can feel and work in a real working environment. Free lunch sometimes, colleagues were friendly, friends and my cubicle. HAHA! Feng Shui place ah!!

In fact, I will be back to college for my year 2 in AUG, I'm looking forward to it.. It's considered too late to go year 2 at my age but, never say late to study, at least this time I intended to fight for more A!

Come on AUGUST!! I'm ready for war!

Well, I actually have more fretful stuffs to write but I'm really speechless and that tired, and that's too bad for my typing speed and pronunciation that were totally regressed after few months of working and not gaining any new knowledge or reading a single page from the book.

WHAT NOW?! .............. !@#$%^&*

KILL THEM ALL!!


p/s: Why 6000k HID?? :( I should fix 8000k for it.. HAHA! :P

10th March '11

Greetings.

I had just deleted and blanked a damn long post I should post right here..

hmm..

Well,

Hi!

20.10.2010? What so special?

The last time I look at my watch was at 7:30pm and now it's already 9:23pm.

How fast time flies when people are really in busy.. Hmm! Well what so special about today? Just felt like typing something and here I am!

It's just a normal day but why people are concern about it?

Anyway, Marco had a business and will probably get his $300 tomorrow or by next week,

so what he's going to do? He said he will buy another new mouse that cost $439.00/xx

Apparently he bought a new mouse at price $350/xx today but he still planning to get that one..

What I always said to people was:


'My advice is you should do some saving with that $300. Let's go CIMB Bank tomorrow'

HAHA, I should work for CIMB Bank as I said this many times to my friends already.. Right guys? LoL

Disturbing

Click to enlarge if you can't see clearly

I'm not a good writer but I still tried my best to write 

as I come across stresses and problems these days.

To: Paul

What a stressful day.. Or maybe not just today?

Well you see, the thing is..

I was assigned as the 'Project Manager' for our Moral Studies,

which means I need to coordinate for the fund raising as well as the community service project on 16th OCT.

As at today, our group had sold RM265/xx of coupons to raise fund for the people.

and we are the most 'unsaleable' group. Whatever,

I just hope thing goes right until 16th OCT, or should I say November? or December? Arh..!

In fact,

implementation project, programming and information system assignments are on,

but I'm like doing a bit and a little bit more.. 

It was like driving a car at 10mile/hour whereas people are doing 100mile/hour..

is there people who doing negative? HAHA

Well likewise, project management is actually one of my favorite subject,

but the assignment is not given yet. So.......

what I can do is just do some revision for the coming mid-term test..

Paul, what now?!

Party in.. Tropicana

Well as 4 weeks (1 month) of this semester passed,

I have damn boring weekends for the past 3 except this week!

Woo we really do enjoy our weekends, but I was a bit rush to meet dudes somewhere around campus early in the morning.

We...

Traveled more than 120km, fuel dropped 3 bars,

cash out from pocket but it was really worth for everything!

On Saturday, 9 of us went to Time Square and had my favorite Green Tea Latte @ Starbucks.

There are lots of fun and tricky things happening on the way to KL since only two people know how to get there.

Anderson and I was the burger bread and Brian and Mendee acted as the vege and beef lined up between us, folded like a yummy burger that you might see from bright sky that day.

Gee I can't believe that we went so many places that day which I can't posted up one by one,

the most obvious memory recall from my brain was we had our lunch at a 'Toilet Restaurant' (what's the name again?)

Well at night, we went back to B's house for BBQ and after we 'checked-in' the room, we went down to start barbecuing some bacon for my empty tummy. Something did happened and I don't really wish anyone say that again okay? Guys we knew that.

Miracle happened that day, no one is drunk that night and we still managed to go out for tea after that party. HAHA.

When we are at the mamak stall, by somehow Mendee said she's from Sepang, oh my god!

You and I both are staying in the same hometown and I don't even know that for a year?! Woo..

HAHA..

Well you see, as the time flies and it's already 12am midnight,

woops the story hasn't end yet..

Oh come on, the final part wasn't my favorite,

I'll just stop here and see whether who's going to update it for me in your blog.

Lastly, thank you guys, brothers.

The animal gangs were awesome!

New Toy!

HP Mini 110p3004TU

• Intel Atom N475 ptovrddot (1.83GHz) 1.83? Are you kidding me!
• 250GB Hard Drive (which is quite good)
• 1024MB (1.0GB) SDRAM DDR2. (It would be nice if it's 2GB)
• Window 7 Starter (PRO is always better.)
• 10.1" Diagonal WSVGA HP LED. (1024 x 600, my eyes weren't small)
• Built-in Webcam
• Intel Graphics Media Accelerator 3250.
• 802.11b/g/n WLAN & Bluetooth (basic features)
• 2-in-1 Digital Media Reader!
• 3-Cell 'LION' battery. (3CELL?!) 

But one thing, I got it for free. So why the hell not?!

Big brother Compaq and HP mini. I'm still a HP fans.

Sorry, I'm not feeling well.

I said this more than 10 times today.

No doubts, I am still healthy boy. Yet so far..

Sometimes, typing those moody blogs are unnecessary.

Although I do bad in mood..

Stress, wasted of chances.

Whatever...............................

Friday

August, Friday.

Weather: As usual, piece of shit.

Early in the morning I checked izone as the result said will be posted up by today (13-8)

it really does.

It's just something not what I expected.

So-so.

this is not a post to show off, so fuck off people who think I really do.

Hmm, Basically I aimed 3A for past semester (sem 4),

but it always came to a different feeling that I should be.

On behalf of Paul the Octhuman,

there's only one subject I predicted correctly which was the  

Accounting. Got A for that.

now,

Law, too bad I only got a B.

I.Concepts. Got the highest coursework mark in class but apparently I.......

err not to talk about it but not failing is already 'C'heerful.

Prog 4. The exam really fucked up, but I got an A for that too, first time ever, miracle!

Object Oriented Modeling, 'Oh god fuck damn I don't think I'll get good mark for this sub.' Indeed.

Not too bad for this time. I hate statistics, analysis, diagrams and concepts. I felt like getting D will make my life happy, and this subject proved a lot.

Studied 10 times did help! But still, a C? ARH!!

last but not least, this time I did proved something.

1st: Aim high, drop still.

2nd: Be serious, be anxious, will not fail. HA

p/s: what next?!