Something really unexpectedly.

Well I felt strange, I never tuck-in my uniform in high school
but I did wear formally now.


I kept my hair long purposely and break rules in high school
but I did cut my hair once in awhile.


I never pass my subjects and I like to compare who's the lowest mark in high school
but I did aim for A and I want higher and higher......


I want a car once I got my driving license
but I wish there's someone who could fetch me rather than staring at the road all the time.


I wanted to grow fast when I'm young
but I wish I was a kid and I always am.


I tried to break rules now
but I'm not able to.


and I want a girlfriend, a real one
but it never happen in so many years that I've expected.


p/s: can I be a script writer or poet?

Week 1

Monday

wake up early in the morning, make things ready and went to college as usual.

met dudes, have breakfast and go for the first subject, everything was so normal.

and I did something that I don't know it should be right or wrong.

since I have only 5 subjects this semester, I went to Mr.Christopher and added another Malaysian Studies so I don't need to take it next semester.

hopefully if I passed the paper.

Lecture for I.C, the lecturer said something that might encourage people in class, she said that if we wanna get money in future for an IT student it's not a big deal; it depends on how your skill and how smart you are.

at least I felt studying in IT wasn't bad either.

Tuesday

Object Oriented Modelling, something related to SAD we took last two semester, concept, concept, and concept.. I hope I'm able to score well.

Nothing special for this day.

Wednesday

Programming 3. Um as we passed our Prog 1 and 2, now we're going to learn something called GUI, interface structure but I don't think this will be easy although the lecturer said so. Thus, I've seen some senior failed for the subject and repeating now.

the most conspicuous thing was I got sick once I ate the damn NASI LEMAK for three times,

got cold from air-cond room and we ran under the sun. How am I able to get healthy body?

Thursday

Hmm.. Gosh the best day ever. I got 5 hours break for today and don't know what the fuck we're going to do. Again, we went Pyramid for movie, then eat.. and do nothing by walking in car park.. LIFE

For the Law subject today, there's only 1 person who scored 1/10 for the general knowledge quiz. 

Basically everyone got 0 out of 10, I'm surprised that I got a 0 too!  Muahaha.

Well I don't understand what the lecturer was trying to tell us today for Prog3,

in fact, I'm blur already.....

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Well, it's quite a busy week, my phone notification was non-stop and I got so many alarms to remind me what to do next... I like when my life was busy.

p/s:click here, and it leads you to the future!

The Result.

Friday morning, I was awake by ian's sms.

God damn he really checked my result in SCT and send me via text.

the result was not what I'm expecting... :(

Networking

CW : 38.6 / 50

Exam: 26 / 50

Total: 65, Grade B

Maths (never expect it will be this grade)

CW: 26.1 / 30

Exam: 53.9 / 70

Total: 80, Grade A

apparently I didn't do well in final, I need the other 5 marks to get an A for networking..

I thought I will not get an A in maths...

Miracle...

anyway..

Thank you ian!

for running the whole building for my result.. :D
well actually the result was on izone. haha 

 click to enlarge

Rubbish

I opened a new tab on my browser, typed the link of our department of school to see whether the timetable is out or not since I checked everyday for that SHIT.

Apparently it's out..

Kinda excited to go back to school but..

I was thinking what's my purpose of studying something I don't like?

A number of friends from high school started their English courses two days ago or maybe 3.

They enroll for the same course, registered for same college and even they've been in the same class...

everyone manage to get into a group with high school friends but I always felt I was excluded,

somehow..

I can't join into their topics, I'm always someone that no one really knows except for Marco and R.

arh who cares...

p/s: I just type what I always want to.. even it's really FUCK up.

The start of Second year.

Well it's going to start my new sem again, which is the 4th sem of my DCS.

Apparently this will be one of the hardest among all semester..

I went Sunway this noon for my result but the coordinator wants me to add and drop for some subject..

So as for all DCS students, we need to drop out Information System & Project Management 2,

add two subject which highly make people fainted.

so subjects that I'm taking for this sem were:

• Programming 3
• Object Oriented Modeling
• Law for IT studies
• Computerized Accounting
• Internet Concepts

No more unbridled and no more enjoyment.

:(

Walk Mate

Well as Marco's phone displayed, we walked approximately 15,000 or more steps for today..

Spent almost $200 in a day in Time Square

Tyre burst, and cut my damn finger..

Had Starbucks for lunch,

San Francisco,

Coffee @ normal coffee shop

and Nescafe Latte when I'm home.

My stomach was full of coffee today..

By the way, you should go and try on the green tea latte at Starbucks.

End of First Year.

Hmm this thread will be a long one...

Well we just faced our final exam two days ago until now..

And it finally came to an end...

The two paper was fine..

Hopefully if I put more effort and with some luck, 

I might get both A in this sem.

it shows that my first year had come to an end.

another 3 years to go, with desperate, disappointment or thoughts and feelings,

I have a story to begin in early March.

Firstly, I'm comparing with previous me two years ago or maybe three,

I'm definitely a bad behavior student that hates studies, breaking school rules and give a damn that made the teachers really fucked up.

I felt proud when my result was piece of shit, I am happy when my maths got 11 over 100, 

you get the point if you know me well.

thus I never expect myself will study this time..

Secondly, I know it wont be easy for the coming semester and the one come next.

I need more studies... obviously some break through beyond my limits..

way up high.

study study studies..

I had come across some disappointment, which I felt sad for my pal who late for class, late submission of assignment but never felt sorry for it...

I wish that the other one will not be like him... 

yet.

'hey you should study overseas'

'why?'

Dad still wants me to study overseas, with so much of consideration and suggestion from either friends or lecturer, 80% possibility I am leaving Malaysia.

for what??

I hate this place seriouly..

I want to experience how foreigner lives..

I want higher education studies..

and..

I want......

to go as far as I couldn't see her as well..

p/s: I think I have something else to write but I forgotten..