End of First Year.

Hmm this thread will be a long one...

Well we just faced our final exam two days ago until now..

And it finally came to an end...

The two paper was fine..

Hopefully if I put more effort and with some luck, 

I might get both A in this sem.

it shows that my first year had come to an end.

another 3 years to go, with desperate, disappointment or thoughts and feelings,

I have a story to begin in early March.

Firstly, I'm comparing with previous me two years ago or maybe three,

I'm definitely a bad behavior student that hates studies, breaking school rules and give a damn that made the teachers really fucked up.

I felt proud when my result was piece of shit, I am happy when my maths got 11 over 100, 

you get the point if you know me well.

thus I never expect myself will study this time..

Secondly, I know it wont be easy for the coming semester and the one come next.

I need more studies... obviously some break through beyond my limits..

way up high.

study study studies..

I had come across some disappointment, which I felt sad for my pal who late for class, late submission of assignment but never felt sorry for it...

I wish that the other one will not be like him... 

yet.

'hey you should study overseas'

'why?'

Dad still wants me to study overseas, with so much of consideration and suggestion from either friends or lecturer, 80% possibility I am leaving Malaysia.

for what??

I hate this place seriouly..

I want to experience how foreigner lives..

I want higher education studies..

and..

I want......

to go as far as I couldn't see her as well..

p/s: I think I have something else to write but I forgotten..