Black rubbish.

I was wondering,
what's the definition of HAPPY?

seems like I never been really happy before?
well,

I used to make friends happy sometimes if you knew me well.
I tried to talk with friends who really unhappy when they feel down but why am I always the person who can't persuade myself to be a happy man, or boy?

who else will say life is nearly rubbish?
who else will say life was painted in BLACK?

come let's drink and drunk like a brat!